Feeling lonely, claustrophobic, stressed, nervous
Shaking, sweating, looking around constantly hoping no one’s looking
Wanting to hide
Sit alone
But instead facing a mental storm inside your head
While trying to remain externally calm feeling completely out of place
Nervous, drowning in tears
Surrounded by a barrier which you only wish hides how you feel
Just relax people say, it’s all in your head
You can stop it anytime you want
There’s no need to cry
You’re so sensitive
Just go talk to them
You’re seeming rude
You’re so quiet
Enough
This isn’t insecurity it’s anxiety
I know it’s in my head there’s only so much I can do
I’m sorry these problems are in my head
I have nothing to show for them except distress
That’s all I can give
But no, my mind can’t take anymore
